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From this distance it seems so real
I'm full of your numbness 'n' I cant feel
Its sending a shock down through my spine
And as I watch you, you infest my mind
I'm feeling everything you're afraid to touch
Sometimes I think that I provide you with too much
It's overwhelming and choking down my words
I feel so in love w/you, and I know you're bad for me
This addication is eating at me, but I know we're meant to be
I'm angry at the confusion that surrounds our unborn love
But in you I see myself, and I begin to trust
Oh god what a mistake I have made with you
I can't change or control the things you do
So will sit here 'n' cry until I have no tears left
And I'll think of all I have wasted...all the time that I have spent
Your strike me as impossible but I do love a challenge
You're slowly proving to me that true love can only damage.

written 1-14-04

"I've moved on from the pain 'n' the loneliness,
to the hate 'n' this fake happiness.
You've made me see that true love it something thats only in a fairy tale.
Something that everyone lives for
but yet so many die alone."

"I found someone 'n' he doesn't even compare to you!
He's everything to me, that now you want to be."

"you are forever dead to me
for I have found someone new 'n' he's not YOU!"

the last few are from one of my poems!
x_a_s_h_x
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